Q : What life's gonna be after Graduate? (Letter for you)

Well, with that one million dollars question then a lot of a hundred dollars questions will follow up. My Graduation is less than a month and I started to have these questions pop ups in my head. Most of them are about life after Graduation, friendship after graduation, ect. I'll write it down and remind me please that 'I'll have to answer these questions in 6 months'


1. Could I and my friends stay in touch?
2. Could we be just as close as today?
3. Could we still hang out together with our new random schedule?
4. Would any of us change too much until we barely recognize each other?
5. Are we going to forget each other because of our new friends and environment?
6. Does 'Best-friend' label strong enough to make us stick together since we had different classes or even University?


Those are my big six questions since I can't think more of it tonight. Weird. I got a lot this afternoon but when night comes up....Oh, well. Anyway these questions are just the result of my paranoia. I'm afraid that I'll lose everything and everyone since these peoples are the most real 'friends' I ever had. I don't mean to be lame or act like a drama queen and makes everything sounds too much and too melancholy but that's just how I feel.

Confession Part I : What 'FRIENDS' meant
Ever since I could understand the word FRIEND all I can describe about it is that a friend is someone we can use to play, have fun, share some laugh and pleased. When I had a friend the only thing that came through my mind was this one "Do whatever she want me to do. Please her or you'll lose her. You can bear this but she can't." And as the result; I never say no, never argue, tried to not get mad even if she got out of the line. Stupid me....

Confession Part II : What 'FRIENDS' means, nowadays
For me, they are precious things that I will never let go. Now, I'm not only want to make them happy but I also want to protect them. I want to help them in any way I could. This time it's not like I arrogantly thought that they are the one who needs me but I also need them more than they know. I was lost, crazy and even heartless. I didn't know what 'care' means, I didn't know what sympathy means and hell, I don't even want to help anyone who didn't ask. But ever since I knew these peoples I understand and learnt a lot of things. I just don't know how to thank enough....

Best Wishes for :

Ariani Dwi Puteri

Azalia Zatadhini

Debby Damayanti

Endah Pangestuti

Irawati Ayu Rembulan

Kenanga Wungu

Sarri Setyowardhani 

Theofani R.R

Tyana Rahestrie

Thanks for revived me from whatever got into me

Best Wishes too for :

Dyah Indraswari

Putri Juwita

Maria H. Lado

Muhammad Hadi

Naufal Dzulfikar

And them who I can't write one by one

Thanks for being there and being patient enough to hear all my crazy whines :)

These are really nothing....

Wonders

I know I wrote it already, about things I really want to achieve in this life. But still I want to post this :p

This used to be my cover for my dream-list book but I think this is the best picture I could make to visualize my dream. And yeah, I pictured myself as lost black puppy on that picture. LOL

X.O.X.O 

Middle Start

Great, I thought I could start my blog in New Year but well, I couldn't. So from now on I should remind myself that I should blog more often.
For this post I'll talk about my EIGHT BIGGEST DREAMS which I make for the rest of my life. Okay, maybe not the rest of my life like 'period' or something.
First, I want to get settled on Montana. Why Montana? Honestly, I had no idea. I just read an article about Montana and boom, I fell in love with the view. Okay, maybe I got one reason; it looks peaceful and had a lot of trees. LOL. I know, I love trees.

                                                               Lake Superior -  Montana


Second, I want my own Coffee Shop! Gosh, that's my dream since I was a kid. I know I don't have any skill or knowledge about coffee but hey, I love coffee like a boyfriend! I want that simple and classic coffee shop where people could relax, spend the day with book on their hands and good weather as their friends. My coffee would cheer them up!


Third, I want to be a Psychologist. Well, this one is short term. If I'm lucky then I'll go to University of Indonesia, take Psychology degree which means one step closer to my dream! Yeay! Gosh, I can't wait to become a Psychologist. I still confuse though whether I want to take Clinical Psychology or that one that make me possible to work on a big company.

Fourth, fifth and sixt will be Paris, London and Rome! I want to see Paris from Eiffel Tower, see London from London Eye and go around Rome. Jeez, those places are amazing! I know there are a lot of better places on earth but what the hell, my heart is on them!


  

 

 Seventh, would be traveling around with...(laughing) actually I still don't know who will I bring for my 'round the world journey but faith will take me to him at last. 

Eight and the last would be a nice peaceful life. Well, quiet the same with my first dream. The different is that at this last dream I decide I don't want to have any dream left. I'll dedicate my life to my husband and children. Over all, I'll dedicate my life for people around me. :) 

See, those are dreams and this is reality. No one say that they can't get along :)