Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Future Ideas

Okay, so I don't know why but I feel like I want to talk about houses. House, for me, isn't just a place to go back after school or after work. House, for me, should be a place where the bond of family get tighter and a place where we as human could feel comfort and safe the most. That, of course, won't happen until we get comfortable and desirable house. I didn't say cheap and I didn't say expensive; I said comfortable and desirable which price will be depend on our taste and budget.

That house above was a house that I found on the Internet. Simple, modern and looks cozy. More important for me I has a lot of windows. Why windows? I don't even know. I just remembered that I once talked with my friend that I really love a house with big windows that would show me a lot of pine trees. So, over all, my future house should have a lot of big windows. A lot like this one:
Look at those yellow lights. That kind of light really help to make a cozy and warm environment. I'm not study architecture but I at least know what's good. :)

Move to the interior. Since I love simplicity then the interior would be the simple and modern one though I can't deny that I also love Mediteranian and Classic one. Classic interior has it own charm. It consist of pastel colors and Victorian furnish that would look really good with yellow lighting. This kind of design has a lot of details on it which if we can't put it right it would make our house look really crowded. 


Above is one of an interior design with Victorian or Classic design. See? Put it right and it would look really nice. Different with modern one which brought forward the simplicity. Modern interior design usually had rectangular shapes or oval, circle, the point is SIMPLICITY. In modern interior design the usage of a furnish is count more than its beauty or art. Though, this kind of design had its own beauty and charm.
The color choice basically falls on white, black, grey or any other main colors. The furnish looks simple, right? Combined with big clear glass and minimum decoration this kind of design would make our house look cleaner, bigger and quiet.

So, what if we combine both of Modern and Classic design? It would make the contemporary one. It has both of Classic and Modern sense on it which I love the most. That would be my choice. The picture on the right side is the Modern interior is the example of Contemporary Interior design I picked from the Internet. See? It's simple yet had its own complexity and the sense of nature. The art isn't left behind but everything on it still be useful.

This design could also be apply on bedroom. This design would be a really nice choice since we don't need a lot of effort to tidy it up. Well, in condition you're not that kind of put-it-where ever- you-like type of person ;) these are some choices I took from the Internet related to bedroom.


 
I am consciously picked those bedroom designs that dominated with earth colors. Why? Because I got this philosophy that nature could bring peace and relaxing our minds. On those pictures above which obviously contained earth colors I somehow could imagine that with putting those colors on our bed room we would feel like we're being close to the nature. This color choice is somehow perfect for city dweller like me. Beside, earth colors come along really well with yellow lightning which I love the most.

Well, I think that's all I can write about my ideas. I know, I might sound like a smartass but please note this; I JUST WANT TO SPEAK UP MY MIND. You don't agree? keep it to yourself because I don't care about your whine :p

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Wonders

I know I wrote it already, about things I really want to achieve in this life. But still I want to post this :p


This used to be my cover for my dream-list book but I think this is the best picture I could make to visualize my dream. And yeah, I pictured myself as lost black puppy on that picture. LOL

X.O.X.O 

Friday, April 1, 2011

Stupid Thing

You stole my breath right when I saw you
You stole my breath when you said you wanted me
You stole my breath when we were together
You stole my breath when I have to take the decision
You stole my breath and made me cry when I said it was over
then...
You stole my breath again when I saw you
You stole my breath again when you passed me by
Not just stole my breath, my world was rocking and rumbling when you walked over me
Then....
I just realized how much I missed you
how much I've hurt you
and just how so unfair I was....

I seriously had no idea why would I wrote that kind of thing but that just pretty much how I felt when I saw my ex today at my Junior High reunion. I was the one who broke up with him but if I could say it honestly it wasn't because I didn't like him anymore. It was...something more complicated. One thing I learnt from this stupid thing is that;
 'I would never ever give up what I have just for an uncertain hope'
because that was what I did and I regretted it so much. Boy, if I could just make you read this...How could you turned my mind from that son of a bitch that always consumed my world and made me wanting you like this? Jeez, this is really didn't sound like me....  

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Siding You

Falling down the hole of a beautiful mistake and I found you
Illusion of colors blurring my undefined world when I found you
You are the best thing in the world right when I found you baby
So I will never let you I won’t ever let you fall
But then you cut me down you let me fall down the hole

That day I walked out the door and still wishing that you’re okay
You’re act so nonchalant and yet I still wish that you care
But yes I faked the rage to hide the truth that I still care to you
And now I try to fix the way my heart siding you

Riding back to town the second you call and said that you want me
You were crying in my arm but it was her name that you said
Realize your heart now get so far away
You still the best thing here that I ever found
You’re the best thing

And even you tore my heart apart and kick it off the ground
You know the door will always open you know my heart will always open
You know my faith will always on you, you know

Though you had left on the side of road called pain
As long as I breathe I won’t give up on you

That day I walked out the door I knew I would left my heart there
I kindda miss you but you just so far away
And yes you’re right on my lap but I know it’s her on you head so it’ll be a waste for me to change the way of my heart from siding you


new lyric, song come up soon :)

Friday, March 11, 2011

Middle Start

Great, I thought I could start my blog in New Year but well, I couldn't. So from now on I should remind myself that I should blog more often.
For this post I'll talk about my EIGHT BIGGEST DREAMS which I make for the rest of my life. Okay, maybe not the rest of my life like 'period' or something.
First, I want to get settled on Montana. Why Montana? Honestly, I had no idea. I just read an article about Montana and boom, I fell in love with the view. Okay, maybe I got one reason; it looks peaceful and had a lot of trees. LOL. I know, I love trees.

                                                               Lake Superior -  Montana


Second, I want my own Coffee Shop! Gosh, that's my dream since I was a kid. I know I don't have any skill or knowledge about coffee but hey, I love coffee like a boyfriend! I want that simple and classic coffee shop where people could relax, spend the day with book on their hands and good weather as their friends. My coffee would cheer them up!


Third, I want to be a Psychologist. Well, this one is short term. If I'm lucky then I'll go to University of Indonesia, take Psychology degree which means one step closer to my dream! Yeay! Gosh, I can't wait to become a Psychologist. I still confuse though whether I want to take Clinical Psychology or that one that make me possible to work on a big company.

Fourth, fifth and sixt will be Paris, London and Rome! I want to see Paris from Eiffel Tower, see London from London Eye and go around Rome. Jeez, those places are amazing! I know there are a lot of better places on earth but what the hell, my heart is on them!


  




 Seventh, would be traveling around with...(laughing) actually I still don't know who will I bring for my 'round the world journey but faith will take me to him at last. 


Eight and the last would be a nice peaceful life. Well, quiet the same with my first dream. The different is that at this last dream I decide I don't want to have any dream left. I'll dedicate my life to my husband and children. Over all, I'll dedicate my life for people around me. :) 



See, those are dreams and this is reality. No one say that they can't get along :)